So much has happened in this one semester, and one of the 'highlights' was that I got cornered by my lecturers because of the rate I was skipping classes. It kinda felt like I was back in secondary school again, but this time round I actually cared that my grades are dropping and the attitude towards school in general hasn't exactly been at its best.
Which explains why I cannot skip any classes from now till forever.
There is so much work to be done. I'm worried for EAD & QLRM the most, I have realised that I am the worst at individual work because the fact that I'm not pressuring others lessens the pressure I put on myself.
MUST. START. ON. EAD. TONIGHT!
I'm exhausted, I guess. By the time I reach home every night, I crash in bed and refuse to get back up till at least an hour later. I wish I could stop running from here to there, but I don't exactly have a choice because with 6 assesments coming up, my life is packed back to back with project meetings.
With all of that said, I am much less miserable than I was last week. I've finally decided that the battle against the system will get me nowhere, and therefore shall just suck it up and deal with the way school is run and live with that.
What I don't learn here, I'll learn outside (:
Am mega grateful to Daddy God for always giving me opportunity after opportunity. I am determined to buck up on my work once again, please give me the strength <3
Plan: EAD TONIGHT, QLRM TOMORROW NIGHT, ED FACILITATION RUN THROUGH THURS NIGHT, COMPLETION OF EAD + QLRM SUNDAY + TUESDAY, PROJECT NECESSITIES THE WHOLE WEEK, READ TEXTBOOK AT EVERY OPPORTUNITY!
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